Stop the moaning!!

Okay have slapped myself around the face a bit after the last post because man the chick who wrote that was pathetic, giving up when it got just a little hard!! Last night I sat down and caught up on my love to read blogs and wake up call indeed. All the amazing women out there just getting on with it, yes there are times that its okay to curl up in a ball sucking your thumb but after reading my latest posts thats all I seem to be doing - looking for a quick fix and when it doesn't happen I whimper and cry about how I can't do it! So not the red-haired scorpio girl that I am! So here I am this morning after giving myself a stern talking to and I am back in the drivers seat. Today I was suppose to do the Auckland Special K duathlon but with my procrastination in full force I have not even gone for a bike ride once - so decided rather than killing myself in front of thousands of people I will set myself a 12 week challenge and after that 12 weeks will do the duathlon myself. so back to basics - I am using the WW on line tools for my food and the rule of 30 mins exercise for my exercise so thats a start. No more pity parties bex this time you will do this!!