Yay!!! Assignments over!! Three years of Uni finished!! and..... I have gained 2.1! At this stage I am so over this weight loss thing. I am not sure why I am doing it because I am heavier now then when I gave birth to my little dude. So going throgh the crisis (again!!) ofwhat is stopping me from doing this. Especially right now because my little girl (who will be 4 in a couple of weeks!!) has started getting funny about food and being fat. And even knows some points values of foods - what message am I sending her? Also I have noticed I have started doing the 'god, I'm fat,no clothes fit anymore? What must I be doing to her?
I feel like I need a little step to start with but for some reason I think I have burnt out my brain cells on two weeks of 3am mornings and chocolate because even that little task seems to be beyond me.
Ha!! First time back here in a while and what do I do? Bitch and whinge - I hate women like me!!
I need a holiday!!!
About Me
- Bex
- I am 29 years old and this journey is actually all about me and actually losing the weight that appears to have taken up semi permanent residence on various parts of my body!
3 comments:
Sounds like you deserve a holiday after 3 years of uni!!
It sounds like you need to take a few deep breaths and just concentrate on the things that are important to you for a while. There are times when it all seems too hard to do but if you take a step back and let it all fall into perspective, you will find that your motivation will be back and you will be raring to go.
Good luck and take it easy - you deserve a break after all the hard work you have put in - don't be too hard on yourself.
Have a great week !
Me
Well I don't hate women like you. I think you are amazing and studying and realising that it is the end of 3 years of uni would be enough to send anyone's brain into a spin.
Have a break, take some time off just to enjoy your almost 4 year old daughter, then reassess what goals you want and how to go about getting there.
You can do this :D
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